TheSummoned

It calls my name It hears my pain Its draws me in I can almost feel The blood running down My arm again I know I shouldn't miss it But I do I miss the cold metal Scraping against my skin It's tempting Very tempting I would do it But I'm missing one thing before I can As soon as I get it I'll cut this pain away And try to hide what I've left behind Each drop of blood Takes away a tear So I won't cry I'll just cut the pain away

I have permission To beat her up As much as I want As long as she doesn't end up Hospitalized So how should I destroy her Where should I start When should I start When should I stop Should I stop?

I've heard what you've said What you've been saying I know Don't think I don't see through your lies You've been warned If you lie to me again Or say something bad I will be there Right behind you To turn out your lights I'll send you to a world Of apathy after pain So my suggestion Hear my warning For you have been warned

I'm left all alone To stand by myself alone Betrayed by friends at least I thought they were I can't tell anymore So I just won't trust anyone I'll probably trust again maybe even fall in love But for now I know That I'm alone And I need to learn How to stand alone

It you asked me if I was alright I would have answered yes But the answer would be no The answer is the same Just the lie is gone What's the use in lying to everyone Including yourself So my final answer is no I'm not alright I'm broken Desperately in need of fixing I started keeping track Of how many times I think or say That I hate it here and realized As my hands filled with tally marks That I need to leave this place I would miss my friends that true, but I've left something friends can't replace A family I've left my twin, my sister, and my brother And many great friends I never knew how great I had